Mind the gap

Digging deeper into art often leads to working on a series of works. It’s logical – you open a new problem you need to solve, a new question you need to ask, and you can’t do it through one work only. You get obsessed/ inspired with this thing, and you look for new and new ways it can develop. And end up with a series of works.

While thinking about my process (series after series), I’ve also become aware of some deep cuts in my creative process. So today, I wanted to share the greatness and dangers of these.

My last “creative cut” happened after a 10-year fruitful creative period. (It was a few months after my father died.)

I was preparing a big exhibition in a beautiful ex-convent space. I planned to exhibit six installations in six rooms – some old works, some new. It should’ve felt like a crown of a 10-year creative cycle. But it didn’t.

Instead, the coming exhibition made me realize I felt imprisoned inside the series of works I was known for.

So even before I got new ideas and made any new work, I announced in the catalog (of the exhibition) a future change in my creative ship’s course. I even added a subtitle to the exhibition title. The new title was: Trans-formations or The Farewell Party.

After the exhibition, a new phase started for me. I felt both relieved and terrified at the same time.

Before I go on, I have to say I wouldn’t recommend making these deliberate  “cuts” in the creative process to anyone. Stepping outside a series of works before stepping into a new one feels like stepping into the void. And sometimes falling. It’s so exhausting emotionally, and there is always this danger you stop working.

What I did in this period (and I would recommend you do it without making a cut) was that I concentrated on listening to myself. I wanted to hear the timid sounds of my soon-to-become new “thing”. So I experimented, tried to be open, listened, and tried again. And again.

And then, luckily, some parts started to fall well together, at first randomly, then more systematically. I started realizing what I was doing and went deeper. I felt inspired and couldn’t wait to go to the studio. My concentration ruled.  I forgot the feeling of falling through the void and started to feel like flying…

A new series of works was born.

Hi, I’m Vera …

I help courageous women who want to live better lives reconnect with their inner artists and express themselves through the arts.

Whether they are beginners or experienced creatives who feel drained or stuck, teaching them to open themselves to painting, I help them feel relaxed, fulfilled, focused, ageless and alive!

I am also the founder of the Rabbit the Creator studio (based in Ljubljana, Slovenia/ Europe) and have more than 25 years of experience working as an artist, creative director, and educator.

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